Having to read articles over and over while still not fully understanding what they mean is stressful. Especially when something in regards to one such article is going to be on a written exam in the next few months.
Not having any artwork made or any clear idea of what the hell I am doing is overwhelming and making me anxious.
I know that I am an intelligent individual. I know that I am a creative artist and a hard worker. Someone saw some sort of potential in me in order for me to get into this program, so I guess I just need to believe in all of that.
But right now, I feel very unsettled.